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May. 5th, 2005 @ 08:24 pm Waves of Gothic Amber
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: Alien Sex Fiend ~ Sample My Sausage
Am going to do something different for a post .Tell me waht ya think as this is my othe rlove outside of music

Beloved Wolves
~
Darling warrior,
do you heed
the calling of
night's
silvery moon
~
for you are
running
in the pack
of mystical
eternal
lupine
~
forever to
make
my gardens
dip
wet with
succulent wines
~
do the
ancient scrolls
fore tell
of our emerging
lustful
union
~
tonight
I will come
on the ciliated
shadows
~
to give you
the gift
of
this beautiful
orchid
~
for together
we shall never
part
my eternal
beloved
wolf
~
.......Fin.....© 7/13/04
DarkwingGoth
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Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 12:47 pm On With the Show
Current Mood: deviousdevious
Current Music: Judas Preist ~ Diamonds And Rust
Another day has come. today is my younger daughters b-day .On saturday we are throwing her at her request a fear factor type party .She is so micevous she has come up with some great ideas for this party like a raw egg dash lmao and gummi worm soup you have to suck through a straw .She is only seven who knows she may someday become the next host of fear factor .Well folks as for me i miss going out clubbing as life here has been too busy for that . I used to love the meial but not so much of late ...i can hear my mother calling saying well get off your Arse and do something about it .I can hear myself saying eeh that is just my f==king life right now...

Romancing the Black Widow Rose
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Apr. 12th, 2005 @ 01:34 pm Not sure
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Kmfdm ~ More And Faster
Well peeps,

been fighting off a bad tooth infection.Seems it is getting the best of me today .but i must go to Wal-mart hell for work this evening . Anyho yesterday was my better half birthday she for once was happy with her gifts i was shocked . as my brithday this year sucked worked all night . Anyho nothing more to add to this i Guess have a great day ...

Romancing The Night
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Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 12:48 am Another night in Wal~Mart Hell
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: Ramones ~ Beat On The Brat
Yes that's right folks.It just me back with a little attitude for all you out there in white bred land.Hearing all those 80's retro songs on wal-mart radio makes wanna blow chunks .Anyhow they keep f**cking with my hrs so i am going hit back .Or for those with my point of view take a flame thrower to the place.I have got a wandering Dept manger and I am soo sick of doing all the dirty work.So per Two of the other mangers i left him a cart of s**t there wasn't room for .See how he likes that when he never zones just runs around with a gemini scanning stuff all day .As for the rest of my day drab and boring ...

Romancing the Night
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Mar. 28th, 2005 @ 02:52 pm Bored S**tless
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Alien Sex Fiend ~ Now I Am Feeling Zombified
Well Folks,

this been entry number 5..I went out to buy some music today but refained due to lack of funds and I could just hear my betetr half right now quit spending our money on your music as we don't have enough Lmao .Been awhile since I have felt anything that melancolic and angry.So not sure what i really am today bored and just restless .Maybe i am just needed to braek free of the chains of this town right now . Could also just be Bluest monday for me ...Until Later

For The Love Of the Black Widow Rose
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 11:31 pm I hate ,hate ,hate
Current Mood: deviousdevious
Current Music: Kmfdm~ WWWIII
Well folks song remains just about the same .I got into it with a manger at work this evening .Almost came to me putting a boot in his a** .Ok maybe a little history about this feud. I started Wal-Mart hell five months ago. Was only suppose to be part-time or as their B.s was peak time .Anyhow i ahve been working almost 40 a week since starting .Was approached about a 2 moths ago to yes become full time .Wellt hsi is when the fun really began .I signed a piece of paper saying yes i would like to be full time .Ok sounds fine right well that is what i F**king thought.Then they decid eot change my hrs to what they wanted too without my knowledge now tonight when i approached him aboput it he said I said i would work hrs that said .But get this they couldn't produce their proof on a piece of paper i so called signed with these hrs .Gets even better than that i ahve asked a couple of times before this and got the run around .ANyhow if this is not fixed i have dedcide to take the next step going to heads .that is it for now

For the Love Of The Black Widow Rose
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Mar. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:17 am In Mourning
Current Mood: morosemorose
Current Music: Terrofakt ~ Street Justice
Well isn't it hard lose a good friend .I did recently due to his brush with the law.He has been a good bud for many years . Thought I knew him well enough that what happen had not .Oh well such is the nature of our demons in this life . Working for a Big corp sucks.They treat you like a robot and worse than that no one gives in the mangement gives a f**k .Finding true work in this city is like a puttinga new bullet in your head. Most seem complacent to work part time with no chance of parole or reprive or even yes decent benefits . Heck i am trying to raise a family on less pay than most .Even my wife believes management has the right to treat you as they see fit . so that is why Big Corps get away with so much Bs on thier workers ..Guess you can't even have the right to die to change subjects . Without relgion and morality getting in the way .If you get disabled and on life support watch out even with a signed document by a judge You Will not be able to die with any of your dignity intact .Guess I am in mourning of what was once a free world ...F**k Big government take overs wake up and fight the new order system ...Oh well just my little rant for today ..Sending this message Tho Awake and rise into the eye of the storm

For The Love Of The Black Widow Rose
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 09:41 pm Jane how do stop this crazy thing
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Ahh life or the semblance there of.Seems rather another unproductive day .Spent most of my day off cleaning this hellishly dirty apt.Telling you could have eaten off the floor here and had some left over .Was listening to Terrorfakt and Kmfdm and a bit of the new Judas Priest.Funny combo but my moods of late have been melancoly to aggressive on a daily basis .Even the meds don't hold demons at bay anymore ....

For The Love Of The Black Widow Rose
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Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 08:52 pm Greetings From The Dark Mystic And Visionary
Current Mood: dirtydirty
This be my first entry .I got sick today ,thought I had the freaking flu ..But got some much needed rest this afternoon .Guess it was just the burn of the world getting me down .Then I treated myself to some new music today.But got the lecture about money from my better half lmao . ANyho now for a little about me for all your freaks and fantics out there .I am live in Denver and have found the music scene out here a bit dry..No good blues clubs and most of the underground clubs always leave my thristy for some really great industrial ..Aggression in music is a good venting tool ...Enough for now ...

For The Love Of The Black Widow Rose
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